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Last night’s show with The Minor Leagues was amazing—I don’t think we’ve ever sounded that tight in any rehearsal ever; we did our planned encore and then another unplanned one; we sold a ton of merch; and all of us got paid a bit for playing. The audience was huge—this was the biggest crowd we’d played to since I’d been a member—and we all got a lot of positive feedback from both our friends and people we’d never met before. Sweet.

I’d been thinking all week about my outfit and the band’s collective onstage antics, and tangentially about the nature of stage presence in general. Having been on stage for the first time at age two and performing regularly since then, stage presence has been something I’ve worked on and thought about a lot. Simply put, the performers that I most enjoy are the ones that look like what they’re doing is effortless, no different from interacting with someone one-on-one…but so much stage time tells me that it’s anything but.

For me, adequate rehearsal is key. There’s a lot that can go wrong when you have a billion eyes on you, but knowing what you’re going to be doing and being really aware of your personal pitfalls so you can avoid them is the best way I’ve found to take control of the situation. This varies from person to person, but for me it means daily review of choreography/music/blocking/lyrics alone and several rehearsals weekly with my onstage cohorts.

There’s a lot to be said, also, for improvisation—that is, when you make a mistake or when something happens onstage that’s out of your control, being able to fake your way back to what you’re supposed to be doing. Forgotten choreography, mixed-up lyrics, someone standing in your place, a slick spot on the floor; a lighting/soung snafu—all of them mean you’ve got to think on your feet and figure out an acceptable alternative on the spot. [Case in point: last night's second encore was a song we hadn't practiced as a full band in over a month, and where one of us forgot the chord progressions, another of us stepped in a played his part until he caught up.] This is particularly important when you’re onstage with a group; not only do you have to look out for your own performance, you have to be aware of any issues anyone else might be having—issues with a guitar pedal not working; sudden injury or pain [true story: our drummer threw up during the set last night, and we had to deal with it on the fly]—and help each other out. There’s a lot of trust involved.

For me, being onstage is laden with ritual, and there’s no way I’d go on stage without a carefully planned stage outfit. This doesn’t have to be anything new or different from what I would normally wear, but it does signify to me that I’m doing something important and special. Also, with all the nerves I experience as a performer, there’s a lot to be said for being as comfortable as possible, and a big part of comfort is knowing I look decent when I’m going to be in the public eye. [Sidenote: outfit pictures from last night are forthcoming. Watch this space!]

The non-sartorial part of the physical presence, of course, can’t be underestimated. It’s difficult to define, but it’s about connecting with the audience on a physical level. Things like eye contact. Posture. Using the physical space you’re performing in, rather than staying locked in one spot. Believing in what you’re doing, and being confident in it—even in your mistakes.

What was missing from last night’s show was time alone before I went onstage. Northside Tavern does have a tiny green room for artists, but it’s literally tiny, so I couldn’t shut myself away for any amount of time before the show, and consequently was bombarded with people saying hello and asking if I was nervous. I was super-glad to see them all, but I needed some time to go over my presets and make sure my mind was in the right place before playing. When I was doing ballet and musical theatre, the dressing room used to get a lot quieter just a few minutes before curtain time; all our makeup was done and costumes were donned, but we were still preparing mentally. I miss that, and in the future, I need to figure out a way to get some of that pre-show quiet time back.

Darlings, have you ever spent any time onstage? What do you think makes up an awesome stage presence? What kinds of rituals did you have before going onstage? Any catastrophic/euphoric moments you’d like to share? Do it!

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